![]() ![]() Not only am I hurting myself, but I'm actively running the risk of hurting others.ĭoes this make me a bad person? Sure, it probably does. ![]() Yep, I spread myself thin, fully knowing that I only have the time and capacity for one person. I keep leverage over my pride by having more than one lady at a time in my life. I'm afraid that I don't have the same amount of time and energy for recovery if I take another shot to my pride. At the end of the day, I'm too afraid of being burned again. But pain is pain, and time wasted is time wasted. I've also been through a lot of pain in my relationships, some it being self-inflicted. On the other hand, women in their mid-twenties (again, for the most part) are enjoying their youth, straying away from any attachment. ![]() But I don't have time to be a player by any means. However, a lot of women my age (Not all, I know Save your Facebook comments.) are anxiously looking to take those next steps, and well, those steps are just not part of my current plans. I'm not ready for marriage and kids and all that jazz. And while it's partly by design, it's not completely by choice. My experiences have me stuck in a seemingly never-ending cycle of hurt. The issue here is that I'm quickly approaching the end of my twenties, and there is no end to this madness in sight. It seems like the only way to go forward is to continue the fuckboy ways that have come to define our twenties for so many of us. In fact, I've always felt that way, but my own experiences have shown me that it's not always a feasible mean to a positive end. Being a player is overrated, and there's nothing exciting to be said about having a multitude of women, contrary to popular belief. It just might not be the most feasible thing to do yet. It's not because I don't want to or because I can't. However, putting my childish ways behind me completely is easier said than done. It's in the past, and I'm looking forward to the future. I'm not the type to brag about the dirt I've done. But then again, I haven't always been faithful.Ĭlearly, this is not something I take pride in. 2022.Truth be told, I never really wanted to be a fuckboy. Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders. Effectiveness of expressive writing in the reduction of psychological distress during the COVID-19 pandemic: A randomized controlled trial. Impact of narrative expressive writing on heart rate, heart rate variability, and blood pressure after marital separation. Mental imagery as a "motivational amplifier" to promote activities. Renner F, Murphy FC, Ji JL, Manly T, Holmes EA. Nature and mental health: An ecosystem service perspective. Relation of physical activity with the depression: a short review. Personality and Social Psychology Bulletin. Self-compassion increases self-improvement motivation. ![]() Protection or vulnerability? A meta-analysis of the relations between the positive and negative components of self-compassion and psychopathology: Self-compassion: protection or vulnerability? Clin Psychol Psychother. ![]()
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